I created a strong extrovert shell to use at conventions, and to try and be more social. I think it royally screwed up a lot of my life. Plus it's part of what I dread about finding a new job outside. Working with people who just don't get me is so exhausting. If you pray, keep in mind my getting healthy enough fast enough to write up my couple of new fantasy series ideas and sell them.

Like in the next 60 days.

You seem to have a better handle on what you need. I realized today that I cannot do a bunch of conventions, trying to get back into selling works. I have to try and do it from here. A convention used to lose me 3-4 days afterward. Now, I think it would lose me a week. I don't have a week to lose.